Wednesday, August 29, 2007

This just in: JPG rejects Sally; Sally says WTF

Word just in from JPG that my photograph of Sally has not been included in the latest issue. Damn. There goes our plan to set her up outside of Borders with a little card table, a stack of magazines, and an ink pad for paw prints. When I told her, she grumbled something about the fucking magazine editors and who did they think they were.


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I started to tell her she’d best get used to this kind of thing if she’s going to consort with a photographer, but before I could finish the sentence, she caught a whiff of something and was gone, raising hell with the wildlife and showing the world who’s boss. If Sally were a human, I’m confident she’d be Zoe Strauss.

I can only hope to be half as cool.

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Tuesday, August 28, 2007

Pancakes

This weekend I was up in Carmel at a workshop at the Center for Photographic Art, attending a workshop led by David Gardner and Chris Pichler. Gardner is a master printer (think Ansel Adams, Edward Weston, etc.) and Pichler is the publisher of Nazraeli Press (think John Divola, Todd Hido, etc.). The workshop was on publishing the photo book, and I learned about it on Mary Virginia Swanson’s blog (here).

Beyond making some friends (check out Charity Vargas), the real benefit for me was in getting to show my work to both David and Chris, as well as the larger group, and getting such a positive reception. I thought I was on the right track with my In Store series, but when you’re just showing your work to your family and friends, it’s hard to feel like you’ve gotten an objective assessment. Hearing everyone respond to my work was kind of wild—sort of like the first time you see your name on Conscientious. (“Hey, that’s me they’re talking about!” Freaky.)

I think the most important thing I got out of the weekend was the understanding that I should trust my own instincts. It’s always nice to get some outside recognition, but when it comes to validation of my work, only one person matters, and that’s me.

Meanwhile, I’ve been shooting up a storm—a storm of pancakes. Damon Bishop, my sister Cara’s boyfriend, is sponsoring the first International Pancake Film Festival in their Chicago apartment in a week or two, and he’s asked me to supply photographs of pancakes to be used as the background of the title cards in the DVD, which will include all the short pancake films that their friends have entered in the festival. (Damon is a master DVD maker. I think Rump Shakin’ is my favorite of his.) So I leave you with photos of pancakes. Yum! (Except for the blueberry ones—just looking at them makes me want to puke. I like mine straight up, with pure maple syrup. None of that fruit and whipped-cream bullshit.)


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Copyright © 2007 Liz Kuball


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Thursday, August 23, 2007

Yo hah nah

One of the cool things about the Hey, Hot Shot! blog is that I read about Johanna Reed there, and discovered that she lives where I live. So I e-mailed her and asked her to go for coffee, and now we’ve hung out a couple times. Her blog is all over the place with stuff to see, read, think about, and smile about—it’s pretty much exactly like Johanna, in blog form. Be sure to check it out.

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Tuesday, August 21, 2007

Penelope I’m not

I can’t top Greg Wasserstrom’s recent travel nightmare, but I was stuck in O’Hare for seven hours on Sunday. At some point in the early afternoon, I said to Toni, the woman from Iowa City who became my airport gal pal and who I’ll never see again—I love those kinds of completely circumstance-driven daylong friendships—that I didn’t know why anyone would actually shop for jewelry in an airport terminal. By the fifth hour, I wasn’t buying jewelry, but I was buying a pair of Dolce & Gabbana sunglasses from the Sunglass Hut, thereby negating all the money I saved with my frequent-flier plane ticket. Nice.

Chicago itself, pre-O’Hare, was lovely. Saturday afternoon I went to the Jeff Wall exhibit at the Art Institute, and then down the street to the Museum of Contemporary Photography for the Loaded Landscapes show.

I came away from the Art Institute pleasantly surprised. I can’t claim to have a tremendous appreciation for Wall’s photographs, but I enjoyed the show quite a bit, and the light-box displays were really interesting. I think I actually enjoy Wall’s work better in print than I do in the light boxes, and I’m not sure what that says about me or his work, if anything. My two favorites: Mimic and After “Invisible Man” by Ralph Ellison, the Prologue.


Mimic, 1982. Copyright © Jeff Wall


After “Invisible Man” by Ralph Ellison, the Prologue, 1999–2000. Copyright © Jeff Wall

Before we left the Art Institute, we headed downstairs to the photography gallery, where I checked out On the Scene: Kota Ezawa, Sarah Hobbs, Angela Strassheim. I’d seen Kota Ezawa’s work before, and I still can’t figure out where. (I Heart Photograph, maybe?) Sarah Hobbs’s Periodic Table of the Traits was a standout for me, as was the rest of her work, especially Untitled (Indecisiveness) and Untitled (Perfectionist). (You can tell a lot about me from those three choices, I think.) And Angela Strassheim’s work is haunting; Untitled (Grandmother) is one I couldn’t get out of my head.


Periodic Table of the Traits, 2006. Copyright © Sarah Hobbs


Untitled (Perfectionist). Copyright © Sarah Hobbs


Untitled (Indecisiveness). Copyright © Sarah Hobbs


Untitled (Grandmother), 2004. Copyright © Angela Strassheim

Then on to MOCP, and the chance to see Joel Sternfeld’s work in person. It’s funny: I’ve spent so much time with Sternfeld’s books (or at least the two I have) that I was sure seeing his photographs in front of me would be even better. The experience confirmed for me a suspicion I’ve had that photo books are where it’s at. The books are “in person” for me. In my apartment, I can hold the book in my lap, touch the photos with my hands, and come back to them again and again. In a gallery, they seem farther away somehow. The show is worth a visit, though—not just for Sternfeld, but for the ten or so other photographers represented.

No Hey, Hot Shot! for me this season, but I did get an Honorable Mention, and I’m pleased with that. The winners are a diverse and interesting bunch, all deserving and worth your attention if you haven’t yet checked them out. As for me, I’m trying to decide whether to try again in the fall or wait it out for a few rounds until I have something really different to submit. Getting my work in front of those jurors is important, but I want to make sure that I’m approaching each competition (and each round of HHS) deliberately, that it’s not like buying lottery tickets and crossing my fingers. If I don’t have anything that improves upon what I submitted this round, I think I’ll just wait.

All the more reason to get out there and photograph.

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Thursday, August 16, 2007

My kind of town

I’m in Chicago visiting my sisters. Today, after Cara got off work, she and I went around looking for storage facilities. I think I got some possibilities.


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Copyright © 2007 Liz Kuball


Copyright © 2007 Liz Kuball


Copyright © 2007 Liz Kuball


Copyright © 2007 Liz Kuball

My favorite of the day, though, was this one of Cara.


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Tuesday, August 14, 2007

Update your feed reader (déjà vu all over again)

After six weeks, I’m parting ways with FeedBurner. (It’s not them, it’s me.) I’m switching back to the feeds hosted on my own server because I like having more control over them. (I think there’s a way to host a FeedBurner feed on your own server, but the redirects and all that stuff tend to make my head hurt, and this way is just simpler.) I can’t guarantee I’ll never change my feed URLs again (so I’m fickle—what can I say?), but I’ll try not to.

Here’s the info you need:
Atom: http://www.lizkuball.com/blog/atom.xml
RSS: http://www.lizkuball.com/blog/rss.xml
Thanks for your patience as I experimented with FeedBurner, and for sticking with me as I change things back.

Monday, August 13, 2007

Cruise America II


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Copyright © 2007 Liz Kuball

Sunday, August 12, 2007

Back in the saddle

I went out shooting today for the first time in too long. I didn’t get anything brilliant, but it still felt good.

The first two below are nearly identical; I’m not sure which I prefer.


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Copyright © 2007 Liz Kuball


Copyright © 2007 Liz Kuball

Friday, August 10, 2007

The facts of life

I’ve been printing today, which means I’ve been swearing and smiling, loud and then silent. Pretty much like every other day, now that I think about it. I started printing partly because I’ll be attending a workshop later this month during which a portfolio review will occur, and partly because I couldn’t devote one more minute to my day job without doing more swearing than smiling, and the latter is preferable to the former.

Ben Huff’s post tonight mentioned wanting to “call in dead” to his day job and head up north with his camera. Someone asked me last night what my plan was, how I would ever do more photography and less other stuff if I didn’t have a plan. This is also the same person who takes pleasure in finding the one thing that will piss me off, and then doing that one thing every time she sees me. But she did make me think: What exactly is my plan?

I’ve been operating under the assumption that if I do the things that interest me, the rest will fall into place. But what exactly is “the rest” and into what “place” do I want it to fall? Do I have to know the answer to this question? If I were ten years younger, I’d say no. But I’m thirty-four and I have a boyfriend who likes to quote Andrew Marvell and talk of “time’s winged chariot.” I watched George Clooney on The Facts of Life; I can still sing all the words to the theme song (plus the theme songs to Diff’rent Strokes, Silver Spoons, and Good Times). I got spam from someone claiming to represent AARP the other day. I also get e-mails about how to enlarge my penis, so it’s possible the spammers don’t really know me. But somehow, though I delete the penis e-mails without any thought, the AARP one made me worry. I suppose that means I’m more confident that I don’t have a penis than that I’m not old.

Which brings me back to the question of a plan. All the candidates I care about are rolling out their health-care plans. “I have a plan” seems a common refrain; maybe Dr. King would’ve made an entirely different speech were he at the Lincoln Memorial in 2007. The thing is, I’ll take dreamers to planners any day. And so maybe that’s my answer. I plan every other thing in my life, from flights to finances to freelance work. Maybe photography, and whatever will or won’t happen with my future, should be left to dreams instead. Not the kind of dreams that never happen (i.e., “only in your dreams”), but the kind of dreams that do (i.e., “dreams realized”). Only time—and that goddamned winged chariot—will tell.

Meanwhile, I’ve ordered The Facts of Life from Netflix.

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Tuesday, August 07, 2007

Beautiful men

I’m catching up on movies this week, and tonight’s put me in a much better frame of mind than I was in when writing the last post. The movie: Venus (2006), starring Peter O’Toole. Is there a more beautiful actor on the planet? (I almost wrote “Is there a more beautiful man . . .” but I couldn’t get beyond “Is” before answering that: my boyfriend, of course, in every way, always.)

I’m not prone to shedding tears while watching movies, but when I do cry in movies—as in life—I sob, and I sobbed watching this one. Peter O’Toole reciting “Shall I compare thee to a summer’s day . . .” and that bloody girl being too young, too defensive, too blind to see it.

On the last post: The only answer I can come up with is to just work hard at the work I love, speak up, and be good to strangers and loved ones alike. What more is there?

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Monday, August 06, 2007

I like Ike

I recently (finally) saw the documentary Why We Fight (2005).

I feel as though my entire sense of who we are as a nation has been altered. And it’s not as though I’ve been burying my head in the sand. I’ve believed for years that the Bush Administration is corrupt; but I’ve also believed that, as a people, Americans are basically good. Now, having seen that film, I have to wonder. In a democracy, how can you separate the people from the government? The corruption isn’t about political party, it’s everywhere, and our government is not “them,” it’s us.

Even the Bush Administration is us. Oh god, the horror.

You can see why, having realized this, I’ve been a bit quiet the past few days.

Yes, I vote. Yes, I sign petitions. Yes, I occasionally e-mail my elected representatives in Washington. But what exactly is the point of all this? What can I do to put an end to the military-industrial(-congressional) complex that Eisenhower warned us about more than a decade before I was born?

Powerless is how I’m feeling today. And if I feel powerless, sitting in the richest nation on Earth, imagine how the people whose countries we’re bombing the hell out of feel.

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Friday, August 03, 2007

Work: Yeah, right

Oh, fuck. Two boxes just arrived from Photo-Eye. Contents: Bruce Davidson’s Circus, Simon Roberts’s Motherland, and Todd Hido’s House Hunting (finally got my own copy).

And I was planning to work this weekend. Yeah, right.

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Thursday, August 02, 2007

Last chance

The voting for JPG magazine’s next issue is drawing to a close. If you haven’t already voted for my entry, and you have 60 seconds to spare, just click here, scroll down, and vote now. If you’re not already a member of JPG, you will have to register, but it’s free, easy, and if you do it, you can also vote for Shawn Gust’s entry here and Greg Wasserstrom’s entry here. Voting closes on Wednesday, August 8.

Come on. What are you waiting for? All the cool kids are doing it.